Surprised and Confused
I’ve been with the exact same man that is amazing dozen years. We’ve had our ups and our downs, just like every other few, however these full times life is way better then it ever was for all of us. Except when you look at the bed room. Several years back he started having dreams about drawing cock. Particularly, he desired to draw a little one because their is extremely big in which he wished to “service” some guy who’s less hung than he could be. That will be fine except it really is now the thing that is only gets him down. We seldom have sexual intercourse since now because their obsession with drawing down some guy with a little cock makes me feel ugly and also to be truthful I do not share the dream. We even allow him draw a guy off in the front of me personally as soon as and I also did not appreciate it at all. He informs me he nevertheless discovers me personally appealing however when we’re having intercourse the talk always visits exactly how he would like to take “warm and salty loads” down his neck. I have told him i am perhaps maybe maybe not involved with it but he enjoys speaking about it plenty he can’t assist himself. I was thinking by permitting him to reside down their dream would assist him "get on it, " so to speak, but that did not take place. Therefore now we simply do not have sex except when every couple of months. I am uncertain steps to make him note that it is simply maybe perhaps perhaps not my thing also to have the focus right back on just us.