Divorce not final yet
Divorcing pray for the ex and yourself so you feel torn, distroyed, hurt, discouraged etc You have to remember God through prayer can bring you to a place of peace and restoration. I will continue to pray for my ex and others going through. Be blessed that you may both be healed yes
Real divorce proceedings is amongst the experience that is painful few may have.
Many people also killed themself because they may be able maybe not live to manage the circumstances that's the reason Jesus Himself hates it since it shatters the character, Divides the soul and Destroys the human body regarding the party include.
However if occurs all we are able to do is to find returning to Jesus, He understands waplog where things went wrong ofcourse everything lays bare before Him such as the broken marriage. I think He understands Yea. He knows and Him alone causes it to be good if He desires. And He knows simple tips to heal our brokeness. So all we want is always to confide on God they can. Thnks God bless u